I can't stop loving her!
I broke up with my girlfriend of nearly two years a few months
back. I got upset b/c her mother kept pushing for us to be
married by the end of this year, then 2003. I had no problems
in the relationship, i genuinely loved and cared for her,
but her family was hell. Her siblings were okay, and i loved
her nieces and nephews, but her parents were hellatious
asswholes. Neither of them ever really liked me but decided
that if we were going to be together we needed to be married.
I was and still am more than willing to be with her for the
rest of my life, but I felt that it should be our perogitive
to decide when. So I ended it, and now these nearly 5 months
later I've come to the conclusion that I made the biggest
mistake of my life before I was 19 years old. Making matters
worse is that she's now engaged to some asswhole with
a history of really treating his women terribly, and I can't
do anything about it. The prick got to her while she was in
a depressed state and convinced her that he was a nice guy.
I don't know what to do, and I just really can't
take it much longer. I love the life I'm living, but
it all seems so cold and empty without her in it. Please tell
me that there is something that I can do to show her just what
he's like.
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