He just wanted to give me more pleasure,, i found it hard to understand..
I had been dating someone for sometime.I was usually just
with him.I do not swing, but i have had numerous chances.There
is a couple I really like.They come visit and bring a dish.we
just talk and dance, AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS.She and I dance
together and it was fun, The guys really loved it.Her husband
is a fun person.He is always joking and has a great sense
of humor, which I like.He is very submissive .He has a foot
feetish.I got a nice pampering from him.While she was injoying
with someone in another room.I am not attracted to either
of them but, I do enjoy being friends.She wants to give me
more then a good licking.What I am sharing about.I sometimes
write things in my fantasies.my boyfriend ALWAYS KEPT
UP WITH WHAT I WAS GOING BY READING MY FANTASIES.HE wanted
to be with her and myself.I did not understnand how to separate
my feelings for him and be in the same room.I though, well, if
he really wants to do this.Maybe I can be with him in my room
and he can then go to be with them.I have no experience with
this and did not know how to emotionally handle it.I always
care about a lover.I guess that is a mistake, but just how
I am.He ask me again if I wanted to go with him to see another
couple.We no longer stay in contact.He next wanted me to
shave.I am trimmed very close and refuse to shave.The upkeep
is too great.Maybe I should have ask him if he wanted to do
the upkeep for me?As for me, I like friendship.If I ever
meet someone that I want very much., both of them I might
consider it.For someone that did not enjoy oral sex until
after I was divorced, and I have only had a vibrator for
about 8 months.I have come a long way.I have no experience
with so much.I keep hoping for a regular lover that lives
near me.some are amazed at how little I have experienced.lol, Hope
someone enjoys this.
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