BECOMING PUSSYWHIPPED
WHEN I FIRST MET HER I KNEW SHE WAS JUST RIGHT...JUST RIGHT
BLOND, 5'2", 110LBS. WE STARTED DATING. I WANTED
HER SO MUCH. I WAS MACHO...SHE WAS STUBBORN. I GAVE IN...I
BEGAN TO APPOLOGIZE IN ORDER TO MAKE UP. SOMETIMES I COULDN'T
MAKE MYSELF DO IT...I KNEW I WAS RIGHT AND SHE WAS WRONG,
BUT SHE WOULDN'T GIVE IN...SHE EXPECTED ME TO BEG.
ONCE WHEN WE'D BEEN ARGUING A LONG TIME, I FINALLY CALLED,
APOLOGIZED AND ASKED TO SEE HER AGAIN. SHE AGREED, BUT WANTED
TO KNOW HOW I WAS ABLE TO DO WITHOUT HER. I SHOWED HER...I
JERKED OFF IN FRONT OF HER WHILE SHE TOOK CONTROL. FROM THEN
ON, IF WE ARGUED, SHE EXPECTED ME TO TELEPHONE AND APOLOGIZE
WHILE JERKING OFF. SOON IT BECAME THE METHOD SHE REQUIRED
TO HAVE ME UNDER HER CONTROL. I HAD TO BEG HER TO JERK OFF BECAUSE
SHE WAS OFTEN NOT INTERESTED IN SEX, BUT SEEMED TO LIKE TO
SEE ME IN THE HELPLESS, PUSSYWHIPPED STATE THAT CAME OVER
ME THE LONGER A JERKED OFF. VARIATIONS WERE ENDLESS...I
JERKED OFF, SQUIRTING ON HER FEET AND THEN GAVE HER A FOOT
MASSAGE USING THE LUB I'D JUST PRODUCED FOR HER. SHE
BEGAN TO GRAB MY BALLS AS I JERKED OFF...SHE TALKED TO ME
ABOUT HOW I SHOULD BE BETTER...MORE OBEDIENT...MORE WILLING
TO DO WHATEVER SHE WANTED. WHEN WE FIRST MET, I USE TO KID
HER SAYING THAT I WANTED TO POKE HER IN THE ASS. SHE ANGRILY
REFUSED AND NOW I FIND MYSELF USING A PLASTIC CIGAR CONTAINER,
POKING MYSELF IN FRONT OF HER TO PROVE THAT I AM SHAMELESS.
SHE'S HAD ME SQUIRT IN THE PALM OF HER HAND AND LICK IT
UP. THE LATEST IS THAT I HAVE TO KISS HER ASS AND GET OFF WHILE
SHE REACHES AND SQUEEZES MY BALLLS. SHE WON'T EVEN
TAKE OFF HER PANTIES. ONCE SHE REFUSED TO HAVE SEX WITH ME
FOR A WHOLE YEAR ALLOWING ME ONLY TO SERVICE HER WITH MY FINGERS
AND TOUNGE AND ONLY AFTER SHE WAS SATISFIED, AND I'D
SCRATCHED HER LEGS FOR A HALF-HOUR DID SHE ALLOW ME TO JERK
OFF. SHE WOULD HAVE ME LIE ON MY BACK, LICK HER PUSSY, AND
JERK OFF WHILE SHE TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD BE HONONED TO LICK
HER PUSSY WHILE I JERKED OFF. SHE INTRODUCED THE CONCEPT
THAT SHE WAS THE BOSS AND THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY TO SERVE (AND
SERVICE HER WITH MY MOUTH). IT HAS BECOME AN ADDITCTION.
I WANT TO FUCK HER MORE THAT ANYTHING, BUT BEING PUSSYWHIPPED
IS NOT ONLY PHYSICAL (JERKING OFF), BUT MENTAL. THE IDEA
OF HAVING HER WATCH ME GET OFF WHILE BEGGING AND ACTING AS
IF SHE IS THE BOSS IS SOMEHOW MORE THRILLING THAN I'D
EVER IMAGINED. SHE'S NOT ONE TO SHARE THESE EXPERIENCES
WITH OTHERS, BUT SHE FREQUENTLY TELLS HER DAUGHTER AND
HER DAUGHTER'S GIRLFRIEND THAT SHE CALLS THE SHOTS.
THIS EXCITES ME BEYOND BELIEF...I OFTEN IMAGINE MY GIRLFRIEND
ORDERING ME AROUND IN FRONT OF THEM. I SECRETLY DREAM OF
BEING ORDERED TO JERK OFF IN FRONT OF THEM, BUT I 0NOW THAT
MY GIRLFRIEND WOULD NEVER ALLOW THAT. I REMEMBER
ONCE WHEN MY GIRLFRIEND'S GIRLFRIEND CALLED ME "PUSSYWHIPPED."
WHEN MY GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME ABOUT THAT I ALMOST CAME IN MY
PANTS. I WOULD LIKE TO EXPLORE THIS PUSSYWHIPPED LIFE STYLE
WITH OTHERS, BUT MY GIRLFRIEND REFUSES. I'M NEW TO
TO THE INTERNET AND HAVE NOT HAD MUCH SUCCESS IN LEARNING
MORE ABOUT WHAT I UNDERSTAND IS USUALLY CALLED "FEMDOM."
I SEEK THE ADVICE AND COUNSEL OF WOMEN WHO MIGHT BE ABLE TO
HELP ME OR AT LEAST LISTEN MY IDEAS FOR BECOMING MORE AND
MORE PUSSYWHIPPED.
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